You should continue with you live with out him, and make the best of it, you have yourself and the ones that love you , and do not need of a cheating partner that can put your life and heath in risk. The sexualization of women knows no bounds in today’s contemporary culture. Far from hating bisexuals, i have a great deal of compassion and concern for this “sub-population” of self-identified bisexuals who have been unable to come to some resolution of the conflict they feel about the sexual desires. Copy it to easily share with friends. If you are polyamorous, i hope you will be able to be honest and accepting about this to yourself. I am very masculine, and i enjoy my masculinity, it’s not something i wish to lose.
I cannot begin to explain the hurt, anger betrayal and anger i have felt. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. I envy the openness and tolerance of your society, and i fully understand this kind of judgment , but from where i came from, it is really difficult to be out of the closet.